Sunday, August 22, 2010
Yup i'm back again.. just realized most of the time when i'm down, only den i will blog.. Well, life still has to go on.. Wad to do?? Thou i'm back to single after 7 years and not really use to it but i'm sure that i can do it! Being single is so much fun than attached. At least i can do wadever i wan, go where ever i wan to go.. More FREEDOM!! No need to hack care so much. Others dun care about how i feel so why should i bother? Watch step up 3D today with my fren. Its the first time after so long den i get a treat from him.. hahas.. Anyway the show is really worth watching..
Its good that i went out today so that i can take my mind off that person which doesnt deserve/worth me waiting for. 7 years of itch. Yeah.. Its not long neither is it short. Being through all kinds of obstacles, through thick and thin but wad do i get in the end? Just a piece of shit! I always thought that on special occasions you'll spent time with your loved ones BUT no! I'm totally wrong.. Who the fuck am i? I am just nobody. I'm not even the first piority. Guys will always put friendship first follow by career, money, gf/wife den family. Selfish! Plain selfish! Perhaps not all guys are but MAJORITY are like tat. Guys always wan women to think for them, treat them nicer. Wad about women? Not human? No feeling? Dun need love, care and concern? Just bcos you work and earn money? Big FUCK? Why must we bow our heads to you? Sometimes in order to get your attention so we throw tantrum. Why cant guys understand more about girls? Yes. Its time i should stop dwelling on this matter. Put everything to a stop. Memories will always be memories. I'll prove to you one day, you made the wrong decision and you'll regret for life.
Decisions that are important in life is always difficult to make.
^_^ ~Back to my LaLa Land~ ^_^ 5:10 AM
